The Hardest

I used to kneel down praying

But no one heard, it seems

Everything was telling me

Follow your dreams

 

I’ll never understand it

I’ll always wonder why

You can always lose

No matter how hard you try

 

Well I thought I was dreaming

I was just wasting time

Living this life like it’s meant to be mine

But there’s no hope for nothing

And nothing at all

When the hardest you wish is the hardest you fall

 

When someone else is winning

Someone’s playing fair

The rules don’t really matter

When life doesn’t care

 

I’ll try to keep believing

I’ll wake up safe and sound

I’ll try to face the world

As it’s beating me down

 

Well I thought I was dreaming

I was just wasting time

Living this life like it’s meant to be mine

But there’s no hope for nothing

And nothing at all

When the hardest you wish is the hardest you fall

 

Oh, look at me now

Smiling to keep myself moments from just breaking down

And oh, isn’t it weird

How everything you could hope for could just disappear

 

Well I thought I was dreaming

I was just wasting time

Living this life like it’s meant to be mine

But there’s no hope for nothing

And nothing at all

When the hardest you wish is the hardest you fall